Oh joy oh fucking joy, life sure sure love to bend me over and fuck me up the ass. No friend,s no close people I have in my life, I don't want to be alone, I want someone to share stuff with, but no, i'm always and will always b the third wheel. Oh joy. i gotta be on top of my energy every day and no one can be on their top for me? What is that? I give my all, and get little to nothing? Oh joy. Kill me, just kill me.